Sunday, February 27, 2005
The Performance....
Hello Ppl...
My performance really sux... they audience(guests) treat us like some stupid monkey who are jumping ard on stage.. while they are beezee talking to each other n enjoying their alcoholic drink... aiyaa... train so hard n this is the outcome!!! if i know i wld never come for training!~~~~ n spend moer time wif my silat mates n reduce my smoking habit!!!!
Oh yah forget.. i promised a'az dat i'll type abt the day on my bro's death... i was sleeping in the living room as my grandpapa was here at that time n my bro needs a bed because he's werking n skooling so i dont mind sleeping in the living room wif juz a mattress... i was actually waiting for him as i wld like to talk to him abt sometink which i dont remember... coz it was already late so i slept.. and at ard 3 am... my parents woke me up n tell me dat they are going to the hospital to visit my bro coz my bro is involved in accident... so i was like.. "ok.. send my regards to abg..." n the look on my mom's face was totally different when she said insya Allah...
n then an hour later my grandmama woke me up n ask me questions like "where's ibu n ayah??" "did abg involve in an accident"... so i was like "yes n ayah n ibu is visiting him" n she was like "tell me the real thing wat has happened".. so i said "notink... he juz involve in an accident so dont worry insya Allah he will be ok".. but then she insisted on calling my auntie.. so i juz called n was answered by my cuz.. n then she ask me wat did i know... so i juz said dat my bro is involve in an accident... then wif a teary voice(u know the voice when ppl starts to cry)... "ADIK... ABG DAH TAKDE LAGI........... Tapi jgn blg nenek..." n werds like cant come out from my mouth... stunned n all in one... so i lied to my grandma n said dat he's alrite...
then while i was trying to close my eyes... suddenly tears come rolling out of my tears... i was wondering... y my parents ddint tell me?? my it have to be my cuz?? y i didnt get to see my own blood brother at the hospital??? n all that...
my aunt came to my house next.. n i was like hugging her n cried... n my cuz too... then i tried calming myself... n yeah i was smiling agin but deep inside only god knows... then ard 12++ my parents came back wif my "bro"... the moment i saw my mom i soclded her.. that was the most angry tone i ever done so far... i was like asking her all those question that have been bothering me juz now... all she can say is "i dont want u to worry.." wtf?? wat im i? stupid or wat???.. really pissed off...
but then the moment i see my bro lying there w/o any blood flow... my tears began to roll again.. i donno how many times i hug my dad wif my tears pouring down... n then frenz n relatives came... n then went to the cemetery.. that was the last time i saw my bro's face..
i hope He will be in peace... the last advice he gave to me was "Jgn Buat Ape Yg Adik Tau Abg Buat Yg Tak Baik..."
Wat If Im Gone?
Posted by Fr3aK[A]z0iD at 11:49 PM
Sunday Morning!~
yeah!!! notink to do.. so blog lah..
1st thing 1st.. let us all wish shasha as today is his 23rd bday.. old oredi lah u... muahahahaha
Hepi Bday to U...
Hepi Bday to U...
Hepi bday to Muhammad Shahrul Ashra Bin Abd. Rahman...
Hepi Bday to U!~~~~~
sori.. i have no prezzie for u.. eh btw kalau belated bday prezzie bley eh?? can eh? puhhlleeezzzz!~ heheheh gonna get u sometink.. hehehehe
ok i donno wat happen... my mom was like shouting today.. i donno it's either her mood is totally not rite or it's the day of the month... that's y im not always home.. i hate high voices.. aiyoo.. so stress.. n then later w/o any mistakes oso get scolded.... haiz!~ but yeah.. she's still my mom.. the one who have been carrying me for 9 months++ n then tot me all those stuffs i need to know... give me the love n care for the past 19 years.. dont she ever get tired of me??
ok lah take care all.. maybe update later abt the performance aite??
Posted by Fr3aK[A]z0iD at 10:39 AM
Saturday, February 26, 2005
Sometimes...
heheh the topic seems like a britney spears song but i never ever like her.. hehehe donno lah y.. i juz dont like her not hate but juz dont like...
actually i donno... i juz like to keep my probs n tends to forget it.. but once it rises back to my mind.. i'll be on my second personality.. it contradict the 1st personality i have... talking abt split personality... but it's true..
yeah.. i did said dat it's not gd to keep probs to ur ownself as it'll become a burden to pursue more in life... but i still do it.. y?? bcoz i dont like to trouble ppl wif my lame probs.. n y i wanna know other ppl's prob?? coz i care!
if im nosey juz tell me.. ill stop bugging n leave u all alone... n ill only talk to u only when there's important matters... but for u guys.. i can still be the shoulder to lean on... the ear to hear ur worries.. the candle to brighten up ur day...
ok abt today.. im really pancit... my asthma is coming back.. so now im thinking of.... ermmm... to do it or not... haiz!! such a dillema.. abg nana really push as n ask us to remember all the techniques that he's been teaching... wooohooo... thank u fir if not for u i would have forgoten all the techniques he taught...
n then went str8 to kompang training... sori a'az if not for the training i wld have accompany u to find shasha's prezzie... then during our break.. i was juz simply doing my backroll(no werk).. n then my stupid fren juz grab my leg while i was abt to roll so...... i hit my shoulder luckily i hit it not hard enuff if not i would have dislocated my shoulder n then again not to see any doctor...
after training.. we played hide n seek at the nearest playgrd.. woohoo becoming small kids again... so im drenched in sweat while boarding the bus... but luckily the bus is not full of ppl if not my BO will fill the whole bus and ppl will start cursing me... hehehehe...
reached home.. got suprise from my father.. no internet connection wat the hell.. so i checked all users beside mine.. cannot.. so i restarted the comp n try at my account n here i am.. on the net.. aiyooo wat a suspense he made... later i cannot go to sleep... one more thing.. my grandpapa is here...
ok.. abt my grandpapa n grandmama.. i donno since when but the started to quarrel in sight of each other... argh!!! yeah.. those who experience parents quarelling at home will know how it feel... but then again older ppl quarel is much more... erm.. donno wat to say... so if u ever heard dat im not home yet.. that mean im still outside waiting both of them to go to sleep then i will get home...
Why Ppl Have To Lie???
Posted by Fr3aK[A]z0iD at 11:34 PM
Thursday, February 24, 2005
Shake Dat @$$!~~~
*wondering y im here updating my blog yet i have alot to study* yep yep.. coming up next is computing maths 2 common test.. 1 and half hour paper again... ok let's see how fast i can do this tym round aite?? hehehehe....
juz now went to skool tot of studying.. yeah did study for one chapter.. until the mood to study lost n then came the mood for slack.. hehehehe... while waiting for the others(donno who actually i am waiting juz wait) n yayat to finish his test.. we played taiti... erm... n the mat at club room was stolen!!! actually it's borrowed by the vespers(the cheerleaders)!! so cannot lie down..
when everybody's in the clubroom oredi(me, yayat, shasha, a'az, mardia n donna) we went to JP... woohooo... it's been a long tym since ive reached JP for shopping... yeah.. b4 shopping at boon lay mrt station.. donna taught me how to walk funny... hehehe like monkey walk like dat but it's funny!!! heheheheh...
n then start walking like dat infront of all the ppl at JP(exagerating)... no more "malu" oredi... hehehe... n then while looking for sometink.. another somtink dunny happened... donna bang her head on the glass.. muahahahahah damn funny!!~~ nenot hold the laffter inside... muaahahaha.... then after shopping all wanted to go back as a'az got her training.. so took the mrt.. yayat n shasha alight at JP to meet.. erm... PEAS(KACANGS)... heheheh..
ok was on the mrt wif a'az n mardia... i wonder y the song "shake dat ass" make them both go laffing?? wat did i do?? i juz singing lah dey!~ n then a'az alight at redhill... n then me n mardia dropped at eunos.. so took the bus 25 home.. while i was walking to my block.. i saw dis one blind women... erm.. i wanted to help her so i ask where's she's going... n then she said, "blk 20 anyway im here.. thank u!~" wow!!! aint dat gd?? she knows where she is even though she's blind... i really impress wif her talent!!!
btw while shopping.. sometink struck me mind.. do frenship look at appearences?? im sori guys but i have to type dis.. while doing dat stupid-walk they go like "u know them?".. "no i dont" so... wat if i really need to walk dat way?? u wld abandon me?? im sori... to type dis.. but it really hurts... n then somemore.. "u think im befriending a handicap person is it??"... wat's wrong wif being handicapped??? it's juz a slight unperfection dat is visible... hmm.. nah it's ok...
im sori if make u guys feels guilty or anything... juz a tot for share...
Perfection Is Not The Only Thing In Life
Posted by Fr3aK[A]z0iD at 10:44 PM
WHY DO WE HAVE TO WASTE OUR TIME TO THINK ABT SOME STUPID TOPIC
start my day by going to the club room as the keys are wif me so w/o me opening it they all have to wait outside.. hehehe... but im juz always early so i opened the club room and u know wat?? i was like slacking from morning til evening in the cluroom.. erk... nvm... it's a place for slacking anyways.. hehehe...
after that went to ssdc to book my next practical.. it will be on the 4th of march at 4.40 pm.. so if im going for a training on that day i'll be late... n then proceeded to kolam ayer c.c got to train for performance on 27th feb at donno wat tym.. at muhd sultan i tink... erm... n stupid me juz thing dat i will be like welcoming the guests n then done but.... nnnnoooo.... there will be some dance steps.. actually it's many dance steps for us to remember... haiz!~ y am i into dis?? at least i can meet up wif them(the kompang guys)...
reached home at 11.35 pm.. manage to catch kiddy's grade(think so) yeah it was nice anime lah.. but donno wat the hell it's all abt... i was wondering how come japanese drawings are nice?? heheheh no lah not dat im gonna criticise all the other drawers(the one who draw not the drawer...) but japanese manga drawing is so detailed the face n all it's features... donno lah eh...
alot been going on in my head.. but i juz donno wat.. maybe it's due to my stress bcoz of my tests... but yeah.. me??? care abt studies?? u got the wrong person... i wont study until at the eleventh hour.. isn't it gd?? yah rite~~~~~ i donno lah.. juz dat i cant ease myslelf... maybe i'll be going to the beach one day juz to relaxed my crumpled.. put it to ease...
forget abt worrying abt others since SOME of them doeas not even appreciate wat u done for them... some like juz dont bother whether u worryor not.. so.. it's better to worryabt urslef so u get motivated by ur ownself n u wont rely on others..
oklah.. my eyes are half shut.. i dont tink i can hold on anymore... so take care for now... bye bye...
Posted by Fr3aK[A]z0iD at 1:09 AM
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
Let's See How Well U Know Me
I made a Quiz for you! Take my Quiz! and then Check out the Scoreboard!
Posted by Fr3aK[A]z0iD at 12:11 AM
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
1 n half hour paper can juz be done in half hour...
juz now was my manufacturing processes test.. erm.. oklah it was easy if STUDY!!! but like a slacker and the usual slacker i am.. i start studying on my way to skool in the morning... but im juz refering to the notes Mr Loh gave us... not the book.. so there's no drawing juz werds.. lenghty werds!!! so i try my best not to sleep in the bus n read up the whole thing... n i manage to do it.. but it's juz reading without understanding N memorising... reached skool n open the club room... lie down.. read the damn paper again... n then after finishing the paper i opened up the book...
ok now.. guess wat... i fell asleep not even half way tru the book.. never mind.. i juz skimming tru the book by the way.. n then the rest came.. n played taitee.. yeah!! i learn how to cheat in taitee.. u got to be sleek... hehehehehe... oh yah.. go have our lunch(??) at FJ with a'az n Danial... after that then we play taitee...
n i was slacking all the time until at 2 then i realise i havent even memorise a single thing.. so i grabbed the book n then try to remember some facts.. yeah can remember some... btw while remembering met donna n cheryl(hope i spelled it correctly) n read up her psycho book!! wooohhoo!!! its psychology btw.. so interested in that stuff!!! n then i proceed to the lecture wif notink much up in my head.. hehehe...
while walking to the lecture i say alot of st. patricks students... erk!! it is a gerl skool n it was like a PLATOON of them n im alone... like im the only guy in a whole bunch of gerls!! erk... my face turn red(i guess) n i walk as fast as i cld.. reached lecture n the here it come!! the paper!!~~ weee!!~~~~
yeah as mention in the topic i only took up 1/2 an hour to finish the paper.. n then walk out of the room n proceed to the club room again... bla bla bla... (tired oredi to type in detail) saw shasha n yayat n mardia... bla bla bla... played taitee... bla bla bla.... marida came... bla bla bla... a'az came... bla bla bla.... n then help a'az to send her book back to the lib... n get myself my fav ice milo... heheh.. bla bla bla decided to go cty hall coz DAnial want to buy a punching bag.. bla bla bla... a'az have to leave early coz erm.. her sickness... bla bla bla... eat at cavanna... bla bla bla... got home...
btw while walking to blog A... i visited the toilet.. hehehe but then again.. i donno y my stomach aches like hell!!! since morning until erm.. now?? then i vomited.. but nah is juz a plain vomit.. decide to juz follow...
reache home nearly 10.30... on the teebee watched crazy gerls screaming at ruffedge... haiz wonder y gerls act dat way(no offence... yeah another thing im wondering.. is it wrong to worry abt ppl.. espcially frens dat u are close to?? they will go like "aiyaa no need to worry lah it's notink" but then again.. they are not ok... some even faint.. only god knows wat else... so dat's all hope it wont be too long for u guys too read.. heheh...
WHEN PEOPLE WORRY THAT MEANS THEY CARE...
Posted by Fr3aK[A]z0iD at 11:15 PM
Donno Wat To Update Actually..
HI!!!
since i donno wat to update.. i'll juz post it till here... take care
BYE!!!
Posted by Fr3aK[A]z0iD at 12:15 AM
Sunday, February 20, 2005
The 3rd Post For Today
yeay!!! im happy.. n i really am coz... someone oredi booked for me Half Blood Prince(Harry Potter 6th book)... Thank U a'az really appreciate it.. maybe we can collect the book together?? wat do u think?? thank u very much!!!! i'll get u sometink on ur bday.. i'll surely get u one...
juz now train silat wif my fren cum neighbour,rizal, oklah preparing myself for next week's friendly match wif NUS students.. woooohhhooo... but im not confident for IVP selection... coz i have to face yayat n sub... ermmm... two of the best in NYP silat... but i'll juz do my best... heheheh..
n yeah... i havent study yet.. n the day after 2moro is my test... so later maybe i'll be sleeping really really late for study sake.. hope my eyes will not betray me...
once again, Noor Azlina Bte Johari... i really appreciate ur effort... really!!! thank u very much... i really dont regret knowing u.. n making u my close fren... thanks!!~~
Posted by Fr3aK[A]z0iD at 11:42 PM
Pics!~~
here are some pics for viewing when training at ecp...
ok that's all folks...
Posted by Fr3aK[A]z0iD at 6:59 PM
Advance Bday Prezzie If U Guys Dont Mind??
yeah!!! the new book of harry potter is out on 16 july... so can i have an early bday prezzie??? hehehe... i hope the love between ron n hermione going to be told dis time.. bcoz in goblet of fire only hints are given n more hints are given in order of phoenix... but i hope JK rowling really gonna tell us all abt the two of them... hehehehe...
notink much to do today.. juz got home from c.c as there was a meeting of the kompang guys.. hehehe as usual there will be laffter n all.. but yeah juz a short while... hmmm...
yeay! not skooling tommorrow but still got to study.. tuesday there will be a paper on manufacturing process(the module dat i dont understand one bit) and on friday there's paper on maths!~ damnit!!! i got to buck up n study... anyone willing to give me some motivation to open the book n study??
btw a box of ciggy is expensive nbecoming more expesive... it is now $11 argh!!!!! ok better keep smoking b4 my money get easily dried up of smoking.. some ppl will be happy to hear that the ciggy is expensive now *hint hint*
Posted by Fr3aK[A]z0iD at 4:37 PM
Saturday, February 19, 2005
No Title..
where have my mood or craving for food has gone to??? i donno lah eh.. when i was young or when i was still in my secondary school life or when im still basically young lah!!! i eat very much.. really i tink that time my metabolic rate was high enuff to consume even 5 meals per day!! woohooo
but now... i only eat one meal per day and the rest of the day will all be junk foods or juz snacks... erm.. i donno wat's wrong wif me.. i simply dont understand myself any more.. but it's ok... there's better things to do than to understand myself...
ok let's talk abt yesterday 1st... erm... finish skool at 11.. n then meet amalina for the club room keys.. went i juz abt to sleep shasha came... n then sri... n then azlina... so my sleeping session has been deleted.. ahakz!~ n then went to north canteen for makan... altho it's my skool but i still dont feel the comfort eating at north canteen.. maybe it's juz the canteen for the SHS n the SBM n im from SIT... so after makan go friday prayers... n then lepak-ing session is on again!~ so yayat n sub went to lab to do their assessment... n then i went to bedok for another lepak session wif my old bedok buddies!!~~ hehehehehe
ok today went to ecp for training... reached there at 7.30 am... had breakfast wif azlina n then we went for a stroll at ecp while waiting for others... ok the time we are suppose to meet is at 8 but they come ard 8.30.. then they still can eat somemore!!! ahakz!~ n then while jogging juz now.. my asthma struck me.. i donno y but suddenly... so i walked slowly to where we put our bags... n feel like fainting but nah!!~~ can still go to 7-11 n mcD... n then play some grouping game.. muahahah it was funny sia!~ n then play the do this n do that game... n then play the so called dog-n-bone-but-one-touch game... n then finish!! heheh n then got to hear some comments from pesilats... n then wooohooo the beach here i come!!!!!!!!!
after we plan to go to JJC so as yayat had promised fana to meet at 3.30 at boon lay... he left 1st wif shasha.. i ought to follow them but i accompany azlina as she wants to follow but she's eating... hehehehe... i was afraid dat she will be all alone in the train from paya lebar all the way to boon lay... but then again i was wrong.. mardia wanted to follow.. hehehe so went to boon lay wif the intention to go to jjc.. but... we reached there at 4.30.. so by the time we reach jjc they are all packing up oredi... so decided to meet yayat,fana n shasha at mcD... then went to banquet as all the three of them wanted to eat...
while eating my jelly fruit cocktail.. my mother called n told me that my grandma is sick so need to rush to amk... erk... from boon lay to amk... yet i can still walk from amk mrt station to my aunts house which is at blk 251(ppl living in amk will know how far it is) so my grandma got some high blood pressure...
my dad wanted to go werk so need to go home as he need to bath n all... so i had a bath n watched the teebee.. n then *poof* here i am infront of the comp... hehehehe
so that's all.. taking care...
Posted by Fr3aK[A]z0iD at 10:50 PM
Thursday, February 17, 2005
Sori Again...
ok ok sori abt the previous update.. muahahah... really sori about update dat away n make me sound dat i juz wanna commit suicide.. but i dont i love my life i juz hate the never ending problems dat came upon me.. i hate them all!~~ argh!!!
ok guess wat.. im now at SHS(school of health science) resource centre... do wat?? update my blog liau... muahaha.. at ferst a bit shy lah to go to nursings' resource centre n use the comp.. but to my amazement there's no one in the resource center so... yeah.. the shy went off n im using it like im at the SEG block.. nyeehehehhehe...
ok juz now got suprise lab test(actually it's not suprise but we our whole class forgets abt it) we got to make a website of this company of budget ailines like e.g. tiger airways n bla bla bla... luckily the test was an open book one.. so all the students(my classmates) was flipping tru the book like doing a piece of exercise..
oklah it was so called easy lah wif the help of my book... i finish the tesat 1st!~ heheh n meet up shasha(shahrul) at the library n walk towards the clubroom... looking at dayat who is studying i remembered abt my common test which is next week n i havent even study.. argh!!!
so talk talk n then end up here wif azlina n shasha.. after dis acoompanying azlina to eat n go home n then go kenduri... take care all!~ sori abt the previous update aite??? hehehehe thanks for being my fren really appreciate it...
SMILE, CAUSE U DONNO WHO'S LOOKING AT U...
Posted by Fr3aK[A]z0iD at 5:23 PM
Sori Again...
Posted by Fr3aK[A]z0iD at 5:23 PM
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
Im Sori Guys...
im juz sori for not turning up for training today... im sori i didnt spent my tym wif all of u.. im sori...
lately im juz not myself.. u know i even dare to skip my lab?? it's a lab!!! not a usual lecture but lab!!! wtf!~ argh!!~~ wat's happening to me???
i been thinking alot lately... the usual thing abt frens.. do i really deserve frens like u all?? i dont think so.. i'm selfish.. i'm juz not suitable to be ur fren.. sori to say this but it's true... i deserve no frens...
i think that's y some ppl treat me like a piece of $|-|i+... plz forgive me for the mistakes ive done.. fr the hearts that i broke.. for the things that i make until u guys feel hurt.. im really sori...
Posted by Fr3aK[A]z0iD at 9:11 PM
Graduation (Friends Forever)
by Vitamin CAnd so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And There was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
Chorus:
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change,
From whatever
We will still be, friends forever
So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
Repeat chorus
La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
Repeat chorus 3x
Posted by Fr3aK[A]z0iD at 12:34 AM
Once Upon A Time...
One day.. there was a boy named muhammad muhaimin woke up at 6.30 am.. he had a bath n then preparing himself for skool.. as he was walking to the bus stop his last ciggy was resting between his two fingers.. he really wants it to be his last ciggy for the rest of his life...
he then boarded a bus to school.. upon reaching the school he met his fren who offers him a ciggy.. so b4 going to class he accompanied his fren smoke at the bridge(NYP smoking area for the SEG, SIT, SCL n SDN students) so after dat he went for his class... after the usual tutorial/lab/lecture, he went to wdls.
he went there to meet his fren who he misses alot.. they chatted for a while n then the fren need to fetch the fren's bro from skool.. n so muhaimin decided to go back to NYP n meet azlina wif her fren Mumeen.. and azlina decided to skip her lecture(again).. so muhaimin decided to wait for azlina at the silat club room as his fren, subhi, was there..
he then played taitee wif his silat mates b4 meeting his cuz for the game of pool at marine parade.. he did really bad today maybe his concentration was not on the game of pool but on sometink else which he himself donno abt... n then he took a cab wif his cuz to meet his fren at tamp.. drank tea n chatted n laffing are the usual thing that is going to happen when they reunite..
ard 11 plus muhaimin decided to go str8 home as it was late and he needed to wake up early on the next day... on the bus.. his mind was never calm.. keep on thinking abt... n then he reached home feeling really exhausted but decided to on the comp and update his blog..
he decided to type his blog in a third-person manner.. so he started of by typing the topic as so.. "Once Upon A Time..." n then he typed... "One day.. there was a boy named muhammad muhaimin woke up at 6.30 am.. he had a bath n then preparing himself ..." n the story continues...........
Posted by Fr3aK[A]z0iD at 12:15 AM
Monday, February 14, 2005
Sape Aku Nak Tentukan Ni Sume?
1st thing 1st... wanna wish 2 frens named A'tifah(macam tu lah gaknye ejaannya) n Azli a very heppi bday.. hope they are smilin oways n achieve wat they want in their lives...
ok ive notink to say.. dont want to get myself all stress up... btw thanks donna for the cookie!!! it's really nice!!~~~ i think u drip ur sweat inside rite?? eeeewww.. no lah juz kidding.. hehehehe
ok.. hepi V day to those who's celebrating it... Take care aite?
Posted by Fr3aK[A]z0iD at 9:53 PM
Sunday, February 13, 2005
Rest day!~
hey all!~
notink to do actually.. so juz feel like updating my blog(actually being pestered by azlina).. as for today im juz gonna rot at home... as friday and saturday i came home quite late.. ard 11.45-12.. haiz!~ i treat dis home juz like a hotel come back juz for a slip.. hehehe... ok let me summarise wat i did for the past 2 days..
friday: went for a swim at skool for the 1st tym... woohhhoo!!! nah but im still weak.. cant even do a lap... so better train hard to get the stamina.. hehehe... n then donna taught me how to dive.. i did badly the 1st tym.. n then the second i did quite ok... n then we race.. heheh n guess wat?! i won!! i juz beat the swimmers(azlina n donna) weee!!~~~ n then have a diving race.. ok that one i have to confess im tired n donna won.. she swam under the water n the furthest... how the *toot* she hold her breath.. hehehe.. n then at 12.30 we got out of the pool.. went to eat n then went for friday prayers... n then as usual the "lepak" at clubroom wif hidayat(our VP), Shahrul(known as ryan), Danial(the pres.), mardia(sick since donno when), donna(the dolphin)... played the game of taitee.. n then we played blackjack.. heheh that game was very very fun... n then came zainal to join our lepak session...
at 5 i go off to meet my cuz n a fren at bugis.. actually looking for a t-shirt but the *toot* most of the shops at bugis village is closed extended holiday for chinese new year i guess.. n then went to beach rd for makan... woohooo... ordered nasi ayam goreng sambal(sambal fried chicken rice).. i was so nice.. n it make me 3/4 full.. m then went to orchard.. 1st stoop.. DFS shop at royal plaza hotel i tink.. n then went to far east.. to look for t-shirt... after long hours of searching.. i found one! weee!!~~ fresh box... n then went to lucky plaza giordano.. my cuz bought some polo shirt.. n then went to tamp.. for another session of lepak.. n then went home
saturday: went for the usual silat training.. ermm... ok still can decide to take up seni or olahraga... argh!!! i donno!!! ok i confess the intention of joining silat at the 1st place was seni.. but..... olahraga seems fun... ok now i cant decide!! help me!! help!!!!
n then followed them to city hall to have our lunch at BK at marina square.. after eating i went off again.. to my frens place as there have a wedding ceremony... so laze there for quite a while n then went to my fren's crip.. woohooo watched power rangers the mobie... miss the old one... miss bulk n skull.. miss lord zed.. miss zordon.. miss alpha 5.. miss all lah!! eheheh
n then watched a movie "thirteen" the movie is abt peer pressure.. it was great to see a 13 year old gerl pierce her tongue, her belly n taking up drugs.. bla bla bla.. n then went back home at 11+.. reached at 11.55pm...
ok that's all i did for the past 2 days...
until next tym...
Rock On N Stay Alive N Take Care
Posted by Fr3aK[A]z0iD at 2:43 PM
Friday, February 11, 2005
Bowling ball roll.... n roll... n roll.... hit the pin....
allo all... here im typing again..
start my day getting annoyed bcoz my mom woke me up drom sleep!!! for u guys info i get easily annoyed when someone disturb my beauty sleep.. but then again it was for my own gd(think so)...
went to the muslim cemetery at jalan bahar.. erm.. visit my bro's.. yeah.. missing him badly.. really.. even tho he had passed away for more than a year.. but still he is fresh in my mind.. his laughter.. his smile.. simply put.. i miss him!!! argh!! God! plz.. make him happy "there"...
then went to JP to have our lunch at siam kitchen... the food was superb!!! n the bowl was like very big.. can put my face into it... hahahaha... very big! but tasty! yum yum!!!
then went to my cuz place.. slacking.. n played boogle for the first time... ok im bad in my vocab so... i did the worst among all!!! argh n still im in poly?? so shy!!!! hehehe.. after that.. went to play bowling!!! wooohhooo!!!!! long tym never played bowling! but yeah.. my skills are all sucky!! my 1st score is 115 n then 104 n then 144 n then l05... haiz!!! i did bad!!! my dad was like "u have no sonsistence in ur play" ok sori dad.. i think im not dat gd in bowling... haiz!~~
n then go back to my cuz place to have our dinner.. woohhooo.. chickeeerrrnnnn curry!!~~ n we are totally hungry that tym.. we finished up all the chheeekkeerrrnn.. hehehehehe...
so reached home ard 11.45.. slack for a while.. n then on the comp n then chat for a while b4 coming into dis webby to update my blog... n here it is!!!
so that's all folks...
Posted by Fr3aK[A]z0iD at 1:54 AM
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
eyebags! erm.. goth or .....
actually im very very very very very very tired to update my blog today.. but bcoz of my loyal fans(chey!) i still make an effort to type in some...
smalam pegi east coast as bebudak kaypact(kolam ayer perfomers) ada buat pit.. sampai sana dlm kul 8 plus pasal tunggu kawan aku nye pasal ah.. kalau tak aku nak dtg petang.. but kawan aku ni blur sikit so takpe lah gi ngan die ada je die sesat nanti kat sane.. yg susah sape.. aku juge...
sesampainya aku kat ecp tu.. aku ngok no. pit je.. ok pit no. 26... erm.. n kite macam nak menuju ke pit 10... so... its like a very long walk(not very lah)... n ecp is like jammed pack wif malay makciks n anak makciks n all ah!! ramai giler dok melayu kat situ... macam nak pakai topeng je jalan.. tapi takpe jalan je... control macho... muahahahahah
sampai je kat pit 10.. hp aku pun berdering.. i got one unexpected call from a long-never-call-me fren of mine.. so chatted for a while.. pastu pasal takut aku ni kene pgl anti-social kan.. aku pi lah join kengkawan aku bebual... pastu aku tolong kipas bara.. bla bla bla...
n yeah.. korg pernah makan marshmellow bakar??? sedap giler!!! jgn tak cube.. try cube.. buat skali nak lagi.. so kite makan n makan n makan n makan.. tu je lah keje aku asik ngunyah je.. tapi badan tak naik2..
entah lah aku pun dah lupa aku buat sampai aku tak tido... n guess wat!!! sunrise is so B E A U tiful!!!!! but sunset is better! hehehe... n then sblom balik.. played heart attack... heheheh best lak main game tu.. pasal dah lame kan tak main.. so dlm kul 12 gitu aku jalan nak balik... dah tgh2 jalan eh.. baru aku perasan yg aku ni bodoh...
matahari kat tgh2 langit n tak berangin aku gi jalan... wah liau!! macam org kat padang pasir sia... punya panas... aku rasa muka aku merah padam.. n then sampai umah terus lepak.. ngok teebee.. pastu tertdo.. padahal pikir nak gi mejid nak countdown awal muharram... but my eyes are heavy so nenot.. hehehe
so til here.. until i type again...
PEACE OUT! PEACE IN!~
Posted by Fr3aK[A]z0iD at 9:09 PM
Sunday, February 06, 2005
Cakap Ikut Sedap Bapak Tiri Laki Mak Dia Jer!!
actually that's a dialog by saiful apek(the scenario guy) in Gerak Khas The Movie 3..
tadi pagi bgn pastu ngok jam... "ooo oklah baru kul 8" n then as usual take a look at my hp.. erm... "ok takde msg"... n while walking to take my towel to have my morning shower... i rush back to my room n then... ARGH!!! it's already 11 am?? wat the hell... the batt is weak! wat the hell... kene tukar.. kalau tak next week gi skola lambat.. sori ah didnt turn up for silat today... mimpi best sgt ah.. ahakz!~
yeay!!! skrg ngah break!! for the whole week!!! but the hell.. still got to study.. common test juz ard the corner tang lap u know?? havet even start revising or start to understand dat manufacturing process... haiz!~ ape nak jadi ngan muhaimin... perangai sec sch masih terbawak2 sampai ke poly... ape nak jadi~~ ape nak jadi~~~ weee!~~~
tadi spend my day wif both of my cuzzies(Rezal n Syawal)... 1st stop.. gerak khas 3... the movie was oklah but the "cintan" scene is more than the action scene so i donno whether it was suppose to be a romantic movie or an action movie...
then went to tamp to meet up wif a fren of my cuzzie... while waiting for her.. sometink happen at tamp int.. THERE WAS A FIGHT!!! yep.. satu budak kene kroyok!!! me n my cuz were actually singing when we heard "argh!! ouch!!" n then we turn our head.. n wat we saw is ard 5 young guys kicking another guy who was lying down.. lepas tu kan.. budak yg 5 org tu jalan macam takde pape berlaku... n was like dumbfounded.. tapi end up me n my cuz ketawa.. nak tau asal?? pasal yg kene pukul tu pekik macam gerl!! hehehe... n then we make jokes out of it.. bla bla bla.. n then police came.. the guy who get beaten into pulp get into the car bla bla bla... kawan pun sampai.. weee!!~~~
pastu naik train gi bugis.. makan fried wanton mee.. n then jalan2 tanpa tujuan.. pastu balik ah... nak buat ape lagi kat bugis tu.. ketawa non-stop.. seram je takut pape akan berlaku nanti.. haiz!~ hope everything will be ok...
til' den.. take care...
Posted by Fr3aK[A]z0iD at 3:14 AM
Saturday, February 05, 2005
It's Juz Too Gd
listening to she will be loved-maroon 5 rite now.. hmm.. donno wat the actual meaning of this song.. maybe it's abt a guy who is loving someone who already owned?? hmmm....
i donno wat's wif this week... yesterday(thursday) for the html test i got an A.. n then juz now i got full marks for data structures n algorithm(C++ programming).. is it that im juz lucky?? really i dont even touch the lecture notes... erm... expect sometink bad to happen next.. *wondering wat will it be*...
went to my former skool(mwti) juz to take a look ard... then the 1st thing i get is a scolding from my vice-principal!! argh!! i hate him really!!! it's juz bcoz of my hair! ok i know it's long but wat the hell?? did Islam said it's wrong to keep long hair?? n then he said "ko pikir ko dah klua skola ko leh buat sesuka hati??!! saya akan jaga awak sampai akhir hayat saya"... wat the hell he thing i am??? i tink he juz simply hate his students going to poly...
then went for silat training... erm... yeah.. trained not as hard as usual.. donno lah suddenly feel down... sorry mardia bout the face.. heheh.. then went straight to c.c for kompang practice... the 1st news i get is there going to be a performance dis July! wat the hell man!!! n then on the 25th june got Dinner and Dance for the Kaypact performers... n then dis tuesday got a pit for the kaypact performers... yeah at least we feel appreciated...
ok lah no mood to type long2.. so til here.. until i type n u read again... take care...
Jangan Banyak Ketawa Nanti Besok Nangis....
Posted by Fr3aK[A]z0iD at 2:37 AM
Thursday, February 03, 2005
Glory Of Love-North
Tonight it's very clear
As we're both lying here
There's so many things i wanna say
I will always love you
I would never leave you alone
Sometimes I just forget
Say things I might regret
It breaks my heart to see you cryin'
I don't wanna lose you
I could never make you be alone
I am the man who would fight for your honor
I'll be the hero you're dreamin' of
We'll live forever
Knowing together that we
Did it all for the glory of love
You keep me standing tall
You helped me through it all
I'm always strong when you're beside me
I have always needed you
I could never make you be alone
I am the man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero you been dreamin' of
We'll live forever
Knowing together that we
Did it all for the glory of love
LIke a knight in shining armor
From a long time ago
Just the time I'd save the day
Take you to my castle far away
I am the man who would fight for your honor
I'll be the hero that you're dreamin' of
Gonna live forever
Knowing together that we
Did it all for the Glory of Love
We'll live forever
Knowing together that we
Did it all for the Glory of Love
We did it all for love...
Posted by Fr3aK[A]z0iD at 8:01 AM
Fun... Fun... Fun...
Hello my dear blog readers...see the title?? yeah that's wat im feeling rite now.. im feel that im juz having fun.. no serious studying no more serious bla bla bla.. all i think is juz that werd F+U+N=FUN!!!!
early in the morning woke up n realise that i havent do my cover letter... so juz do lah n save it on the diskett.. n then was late for french class luckily the test starts at 9.. so i went to blk R to print my resume n cover letter... then went to blk P level 7 to hand in... n then went back to class...
the french test was quite ok lah... didnt expect much out of it.. dah lah kene describe diri sendiri in french.. kalau sikit tkpe... tapi 80 werds in french!!!! i dont even now wat's a werd?? hehehe...
n then go to lecture to watch video... erm... its boring almost sleep like watching the movie alfie.. tertdo2 sey!! haiz! wat a waste of my money... n then went to semestral projects class.. u know wat?? the time is not enuff!!! wat the hell! so got to meet him 2molo..
then went to meet dayat.. initially wanted to meet him infront of TFA.. but my tummy made a concerto.. hehehe.. so went to mcD to buy my fav milo ice.. then met mardia n azlina u have already finish eating... looking at their tray make my stomach growl louder... so.. decided to have a dbl cheeseburger n my fav ICED MILO!!!
then that "clever" sub plays ard wif chilli sause while we are heading to the club room... so pasal boring nye pasal... kite main badminton b4 training starts... n ada budak baru lagi nak masuk silat.. tak tau lah die jadi masuk ke tak...
during training.. i am now officially the padding guy.. muahahaha... juz a normal routine of warmups n then starts kicking n then came sparring!!! wah!!! i got to spar wif elfi.. but i think i did very badly even though i got to buat jatuhan almost 3 times..
now my foot is aching donno why.. looks like it is swelling... well its ok... notink will go wrong insya Allah... so went home ALONE... n here i am typing my bloggy..
taht's all for tonite... take care all...
MAY GOD BE WIF U...