yep.. it's the week where all the projects need to be submitted.. the week where all presentations will be on... it's the week where u know u only got another week b4 exams... haiz!~ 1 week till exam!! argh!!!!
yeah.. i still have my project which need to be presented n submitted dis friday.. hmm hope can finish it on tym.. coz i donno a thing.. haiz.. y i took this course in the 1st place... hmmm...
there's two things need to do on wednesday.. yep.. 2 things.. T-W-O... 1st.. presentation for our semestral project.. which my group did on stamping.. not stamp where u need in delivery of letter.. but stamping to bend a piece of metal... n then still not to submit the assignment given... (who is gd in java-script can help me??) hehehehe...
yep.. tuesday got presentation... same presentation but more brief.. as dis is a presentation for comm skills... n yeah as u guys imagined it.. me.. Muhaimin... Fr3aK.. anak Kamisan... will be formal on that day!!!.. n yeah.. wif a TIE.. haiz.. ive neber tied a tie b4.. n yet she expect me to wear a tie.. hmmm....
on yeah.. for today.. got test!!!!!!!! argh!!! test!!! runaway!!! n yeah as u guys guessed it.. i havent study one bit... how to study.. always skip dis module lecture.. hehehehe... yeah i know im bad... but wat to do... the lecture is boring... n the module is more boring to study... hmm hope i can at least pass this module as i dont want to repeat any of the module...
ive been slacking too much oredi.. someone plzz help!! at least scold me!!! haiz.. but im juz plain stubborn... haiz!~... *lights ciggy*smokes*think*
yep yep.. i know ive never updated my blog for a long tym... the reason?? as u all know i usually home at nite ok let me specify earliest is 9.30 n the latest is (anytime).. so... went i got home i will find my dad is using the computer playing the stewpeed-addictive game, bejeweled. yeah so as im waiting for my turn i will turn on the living room teebee n stare..
i easily get tired when i lie down doing notink.. so as time flew by.. my eyes getting heavier n heavier.. n i end up sleeping in the living room.. so the mood for blogging is all gone n my project/reports/assignments all not completed! yeah.. am i blaming my dad??? actually it's me... juz me... me n only me... u knwo y?? i have no more mood to study! yeah...
but it will be heart breaking to see disappointment in my parents face.. yep.. it is.. but.. i juz cant... no more motivation.. no more... all gone... haiz!~ im sori for being a sissy(dat's wat a fren's fren say)... telling all my feelings here... but.. hmmm... ok sori sori...
let me summarise wat heppen for the past 3 days...
monday
went to skool as usual.. but yeah.. no mood of studying keep engulfing me.. but yeah i force myself to skool to attend maths tutorial.. but yeah skip lectures for that day... the usual thing i wld do on monday... n then slacked at clubroom until my cuz col me for a movie treat.. wooohooo... yeah watched "robots" the movie is damn funny... laff the hell out of me... ahuh... all my probs was thrown out for awhile.. n then went to as-salihin(a coffeeshop at tamp) to meet our fren n his future cor-in-law.. yep we taked abt the "organisation" we gonna create.. the name is "SetiaKawan" yep... that's the name... so still need to prepare the design n choose the color... so went home wif a cab... n boom... dream land
tuesday
went to skool... did not skip any lecture.. forget to bring my book for the open book lab test dat day.. so the mood are all gone... but then again.. i still make a tym for my fren as he need accompany to claim his insurance as he juz got into an accident a few days back... went to meet him at raffles.. n yeah we both are like tourist searching for a building as we look up for the name of the building as we walked.. muahahahah.... then went to eat at lau pa sat.. then to tamp to see his wrecked motorbike.. muahahahah.. there were nice bikes too... change of plan no more KRR.. now TZM.. heheheh... then another slacking session at c.bean century square... at that tym.. i was really ashame.. muahahaha
me: can i have one black forest w/o cherry plz...
cashier: huh??
me: yah w/o cherry...
cashier: y dont u juz order ultimate??
me:oh yah... sori...
now i know... A cherry cost 40cents at coffee bean!~ ok that's expensive...
wednesday
went to skool... skip mp lecture.. went to semestral project lab... do notink but study for c++ test later.. n yeah the test sux.. slacke at clubroom for a while.. went to play pool.. n then have dinner... n then home... n then dream land...
notink much happen on wednesday so notink to elaborate...
n yeah today got a recital prayers at my place... donno who will come n who wont.. so juz hope i would not be disappointed...
yep.. the days.. my bros gone b4 my gramndma gone too... *sob sob*.. both my loved ones.. now gone... argh!!! i donno how am i to live this world anymore.. i juz cant find the meaning of living anymore.. yes i know i still got my parents but it aint the same..
my bro been growing up wif me... all the ups n downs we've been tru... n now.. i got to face it all alone... haiz!~
now my grandma... she's the one who taken care of me for the past 19 years.. easily said since i was born... the one who fetch me from skool since i was in nursery to pri 4.. the one who cooked for us(the whole family) meals of the day.. but then again.. when she was here.. i never appreciated all that..
now i truly miss her.. i donno how am i suppose to come back home without anyone asking "dah makan?"(have u eaten)... without anyone saying sarcastically "cepat nari ko balik?"(u r home early) if i ever home early... haiz!~ there's alot of things to be typed out... so i juz hoped u guys could pray for her...
n plz do appreciate those who are still alive n kickin.. coz u wont know how important they were until they are gone... no matter if it's ur parents.. ur grandparents.. ur siblings.. ur relatives.. ur frens.. even ur foes.. plz do appreciate their presence...
take care...
yep it is getting nearer.. n yeah my exam is on the 6th n 7th april.. like 3 weeks more to go.. but for those 3 weeks.. ill be very beezee...
next week(week 14):
got c++ common test
week 15:
presentation of all projects n submission of all reports
week 16:
EXAMS!!!
n yep my project n report havent finish yet... aiyoo... hmmm let me think how to handle it..
but yeah i do have plans for my holiday.. either im going for a KL trip wif my cuz n whoever wanna follow or Liverpool trip to visit my granduncle.. n ill be travelling alone... wooohhooo!!~~~ so still donno yet.. juz wait for my gd news... y gd news??
BECAUSE... i wont be in singapore to bother u guys... take care all gd luck for upcoming exams n sesape yg dah abis tu enjoy lah pepuas aite??? n yeah sori for not updating in a very long tym... i donno y i juz seemed dont have the energy to sit infront of the comp anymore...
ok u muz be wondering y i update blog so early in the morning like 6.30 am?? hmmm.. let me tell u a story... juz now at 5 am my mom woke me up as i forgot to turn off the computer.. so woke up n turn it off but yeah.. after closing back my eyes.. my mom rush back in my room n panicly said dat my grandmama is sick... ok i tot i was juz a normal sickness but no..... it's damn hurting to see her condition juz now... i pluck up my courage n then be there by her side... my mom was so panic she even forget the ambulance no.
after a few minutes.. the ambulance came n yeah they did wat they have to do... so my mom followed them to TTSH.. n yeah my sisters oredi went there wif my aunt... me?? got to wait for my dad until he returns home n go wif him i think... i am so worried abt my grandmama... she's like 80+..
for the whole 19 years ive been taken care by her when my mom n dad go to werk.. she will always be there when i need her.. she never feel tired to cook for us the whole family meals.. never tired to help me cook maggie if im in a hurry... she love us so much... haiz!!! im worried n afraid..
no wonder i fell off the bike during my practical lessons.. i knew there's sometink gonna be wrong... im sori nenek!!~~~ :'(
the tune is like Old McD song.. hehehe... n yeah... my whole body is aching... especially the abs part.. owwww!!~~~
juz now during silat training got weights exercise.. n yeah never been to a gym before... ahakz!~ lifting up dumbells is out of the question... so.. it's like my 1st tym for everything... woohooo..
anyway the lifting up dumbells is ok.. but it's juz not me to do abs.. n yeah... my abs still hurt... coz of abg nana's abs training!!~~ awwww!!~~ ok u try it n u'll know.. all the trainee like shouting.. muahahaha n like being tortured like dat.... i find it hilarious... hehehehe...
then after training went to my aunt's place as it's my niece bday today(sunday).. n yep no prezzie coz no money... tsk tsk.. n then got like 15 mins sleep b4 proceeding to kallang bahru to go for my kompang training.. woohhooo.. now saturday muz go training.. got eye candy!!! hehehehehehe
n the as usual being the kid... played hide n seek... but actually i have no mood for that... but yeah.. seeing them so hepi made me smile in either way... n then went home... n yeah still havent sleep yet.. hmmm... donno y my eyes not sleepy maybe it's juz saying "when u want to do ur projectS" hehehehehe...
In lab again... waiting for my lecturer he actually gave us tea break n then yeah.. we have return yet he hasn't... like last week... we were left in the lab like stupid fools.. but it's ok.. hehehe..
ok gd gd news for 2 days straight man!! im so so hepi... i hope notink will spoil my mood... hehehe... wat's bothering me is put away for a while... coz im very very hepi!!! muahahahah...
1st.. i pass my RTT... it's so great taking the test w/o preparing anything yet i can pass!!~~ wooohooo... it's juz gd!~ hehehehe n then i think i sleep smilin'... heheheh.. it's ok to be crazy once a while...
2nd.. i pass my HTML lab test!!! wooohooo.... the so-called suprise test(i think i told u guys b4)... yeah.. not juz pass but i got A++... wooohhhooo!~ so happy!!~~ *jumping up n down*
3rd.. my blog got music video oredi!! wooohooo!~~~ n yeah to anybody who donno the song it's "Amber-311".. yep.. dis song is dedicated to amber(amazing race)... rob can go shoo!!~~ hehehehe...
so i tink later going to donna's place.. still thinking to go or not to go... hmmmm.... but wif all this gd news im abit afraid... yeah.. afraid dat sometink bad gonna happen.. if it's on me.. i dont care.. but if it befalls on another person.. someone who i care.. someone who i love... im juz afraid...
ok take care...
yep.. im very stress out... y?? my teammates.. my semestral project.. argh!!! i donno wat im doing.. they both seems to do all the werk.. so i dont even understand one bit of the project... so how am i to present when i understand nothing?? haiz... am i gonna repeat dis stupid semestral project.. i hope not lah... plz... i hope they'll tell me wat to do.. yeah.. doing notink is great but not understanding anything sucks big time...
n then still got report to do.. haiz... i wanna help by doing the report but i donno anything... haiz!~ workload is getting more n more.. n dateline is getting nearer n nearer.. wtf.. sori for letting out all here.. but i cant really keep it anymore... i wanna them to know but.. i tink it's too late... presentation is next 2 weeks... common test is next week... haiz!!~~~~ wtf!~
yep.. exam timetable is out... but yeah.. i hate dis sem's exam timetable.. coz my paper will be on 2 consecutive days.. so no tym to prepare last minute.. aiyoo.. ok the 1st paper is Internet Computing it's on the 6th of April.. n on the next day i.e. 7th Of April will be Computing Maths 2... aiyoo u imagine.. maths n HTML!!! aiyoo... got to prepare early.. no more slacking for u muhaimin...
yep im full of projects n yeah not forgetting e-quizzes n report... aiyoo.. all got to finish up by week 15.. n now is already week 12... ishk... aiyoo.. n then next week got common test.. n then the week after next is presentation week.. haiz.. formal dressing n yeah tie.. sheesh.. i wonder how i look in tie.. ermm...
juz now went to skool at 8 am.. but yeah my eyes were half shut all the way until skool finish.. after that went to club room.. yeah... altho the air-con is spoilt my eyes are heavier so took a nap in the club room.. n yeah i woke up sweating.. sheesh.. n then went to catch a movie.. woohhoo.. sunny is so cute!!! hehehe.. the quote "more inventing, more reading n more biting" ahakz!~ funny!!! heheheh
n then as usual lepak session at esplanade... n then went str8 home.. got to be gd boy nowadays.. coz i want my parents prayers to help me excel in my studies... hehehe so til here.. take care...
today start skool as usual at 10 am.. yep got my maths common test result... i got a D... aiyooo.. im getting suckier in maths i donno y.. maybe it's juz not my sec sch life anymore.. erm.. so better buck up.. anyone wanna motivate me?? hehehe
n then skip Mp lecture(again) donno y lah.. for me 2 hrs MP lecture is so long coz it's so boring... rather than i sleep in lecture.. it's best dat i skip it rite?? so i tink i miss my result for MP...
went to meet my cuz at orchard as we gonna have some bowling session.. woohooo bowling long tym never played bowling... so as usual i suck at it.. my score was very inconsistent: 123, 102, 97 n 120... aiyoo bad leh!!~~ got to put screw on my wrist to excel in bowling hehehehe...
after that we went to bedok.. actually wanna go home but as my cuz was hungry i accompanied him for dinner.. n i tot he was going to some coffee shop to have his dinner but he insisted on treating me pizza hut!!! wooohooo my 3rd treat at pizza hut!! thanks bro...
there's funny things happen.. ok let's talk abt it... 1st went in greeted by this sweet waitress so she showed us the sit for two.. but as my cuz insisted to sit at the corner so we sat at the table which is meant for eight n there goes some conversation like:
me: yah our frens will be coming rite??(sarcastically)
waitress: really??
cuz: no lah..
waitress: n then juz the 2 of u...
me: of coz.. we havent married yet...
by that time the waitress walk away smiling.. hehehe... n then my cuz didnt want to order until that particular waitress take our order.. bt unfortunately different waitress came... n yeah we were like hoping for that particular waitress to serve us.. but no.. she didn't except for the pizza which came last and another conversation arise:
cuz: if we cannot finish can we pack the pizza n take it home??
waitress(by that time i oredi know her name it's syahira): cannot.. if not finish cannot go home...
i was like huh??? hehehehe... so we ate n ate... n then my cuz wanted some ice.. so we called syahira again..
me: ice....
irah: ahh??!!~~~
me: ice...
irah: ice???
me: yep...
n then she bring us a glass full of ice.. hehehe... after eating n then we felt like having some desert:
cuz(whispering tone): menu...
irah(come over to our table): yes???
cuz: is there any promotion for the desserts?
irah: can u not talk as if u r talking wif an ant...
me(rise my voice but not too high): is there any promotion for desserts...
irah: like dat lah... erm.. no..
cuz n me: ok...
so we took quite some time to actually decide not to eat any desserts as we are full... hehehe... so it's tym to pay.. n my cuz decided to gat to know the irah n ask fir her no... so.. he wrote down his number on a piece of paper.. mind u.. not juz his hp no. but including his home n office no.. hehehe...
my cuz intend to pass his no. while paying but the manager was there so we are so called afraid... but yep there's ANOTHER conversation during the payment...
irah: i tot u guys gonna order some desserts??
me: i didnt say wanna order juz asking whether there's a promotion or not...
irah: oh..(ok in malay she says: oh kenekan aku lah ni??)
me: *smilin*
irah: ok done.. now go home...
me: are u trying to shoo us?? *looking at the manager*
cuz: open the door for us...
irah: *bluek*
then irah walk away from the counter n yeah my cuz no.. havent give yet.. so feeling disappointed he juz put the no. on the front desk where u can find the line "please wait to be seated"
but to our unexpected-ness she took the paper n smile.. hehehehe...
n on our way to the interchange as im going home oredi... she smsed my cuz.. hehehe... gd for u bro... hehehe so another new fren received... heheheheh
oklah that's all i tink i typed too long oredi.. take care...
DONT FORGET TO MISS ME
yep another sunday juz pass me by.. n nope im not going out today.. yeah it's strange to hear im home all day.. yeah strange.. n that's life is.. strange n unfair i shld say... all those who dont agree can juz leave me a tag.. hehehe...
yep woke up early due to the slapping from my mom.. as im late for my morning prayers.. hmmm.. yeah used to it oredi.. n then get scolded for not turning off the computer.. yep.. ok i juz make myself deaf as i juz woke up n have no strength to argue or to listen to her nagging...
so after prayers went to sleep again.. yep... sleep... lazy to wake up actually but yeah.. it's no the time yet... so woke up n saw my sisters in my room.. being the usual me i wld have yell at them n ask them to get out of my bedroom n let me have some peace.. but then again.. as a gd bro.. i juz let them be.. n then juz a few minutes got to help my dad change the curtain as it's getting dirty.. but yeah.. brown n green?? i tink im gonna spend my time at home in my own room..
after helping i help myself to the pc n i was about to update my blog.. n then my mom came nagging again.. haiz!~.. so i juz on the comp n do some blog hopping n saviour of the day arrives.. my aunt, cuz n nephew n nieces came!!~~ weee!~ it's been long since i saw them.. so it was quite fun seeing them played the game bejeweled.. u imagine ard 7 ppl infront of the comp shouting like mad ppl... hehehe but it was a fun experience...
then they left coz my cuz need to go to her mother-in-law's house wif her son n daughters.. so bid gd bye until we meet again... so trying to do my project which i donno how to.. aiyoo.. see.. wanna do alone but donno how to.. haiz!~~~ so stoopid of me.. yep till here... take care bye bye...
yeah... i simply am bothered by my probs.. one after another keeps coming but.. yeah.. i try to keep them away as far as possible as there will be alot of sch stuffs to do better than thinking abt stoopid prbs that im facing..
woke up early juz now.. but really the mood for going silat training was juz not there.. so decided to skipped... sori yat.. not taking advantage of u but really juz now really got no mood... n then go str8 to sit infront of the comp... n then after a while my dad came n tell me that he wants to play games.. so juz let him play n i go bath..
received a msg from a'az telling me that she's going for a movie.. so decided to accompany her as she needs to destress abt sometink... watched the movie hitch.. it was damn funny lah.. heheh but have a sad part too.. aiyoo.. lovie dovie thingy!!~~
then meet up wif the silat mates who played bowling... got no money.. so decided to juz watched... hehehe... n then a'az wanna go home n then tot of sending her to the mrt station so wif shasha n sri accompanying me we go to the mrt station.. so as sri wanted to withdraw some money.. a'az followed her as she too wanna withdraw some.. n then that fickle-minded gerl.. dont want to go home.. so sri went to delifrance to buy some garlic bread...
n then a'az wanted to have her lunch so accompany her to look for the best place to eat.. 1st stop subway.. but got to wait for an hour as the bread is not yet baked... n then BK.. so long queue so she dont want.. n end up ad mrs. fields.. bought 3 muffins for the price of 2...
yeah.. it was my first food going into my stomach for the day... hehehe... so walked back to city link n then meet the rest at the escalator that are going towards esplanade... the rest decided to go home left me, shasha n a'az... so we slacked there until 9.45 n gone home...
i slept in the bus n then missed my stop... grrr.. it was the third time!! aiyoo but it's ok.. reached home at 11.30 pm... 1st stop kitchen.. still notink to eat.. so not eating.. but the stomach is making a concert inside...
till then.. bye n take care...
translation.. may laffter will bring sad endings... ahuh... n i do believe in that.. no matter wat i try not to be TOO hepi as im afraid dat sometink bad gonna happen the next day or the next month.. or on the day itself...
y i believe in that?? it always happen to that's y.. ok today's class or lab.. as usual programming! so hard lah stirng arrays!~ n then the project somemore.. aiyoo.. really2 donno wat to do for the project.. but better werk it out as im doin it all by myself..
then after dat follow sub to donno where juz follow n then to tampinese for the modem he's looking for since.. erm.. donno... n by the time reached skool it's already 4.. so got sometink on n got back to skool ard 6.30...
decided to go kompang training.. but then again im a fickel-minded as i am.. i decided to go walk2 instead of going for training... yes ah... reached home at 11.. watched last exile... it was nice japan anime.. hehhe..
now lazing on the comp.. btw i wanna say dis... I dont mean to hurt... im realy2 sori.. as i say.. im not a gd fren... nor a gd person... im really sori... i sori...
yep.. this is the 2nd post for the day...
ok proper bloggin... went to skool at 8 when my lecture only starts at 9? nah got to open the clbroom again n yeah the keys are wif me again so got to reach skool by 7.50 2molo to open the clubroom n rush to lab... coz hazirah need it to train sri n.. erm... oh yah. hana...
then i was so tired in maths lecture!!! my eyes was half shut but u try as i may to concentrate on the module.. failing maths is like living hell.. failing C++ is the same... but yeah i skip C++... i donno y... but it's ok ill try my best to catch up!
yeah i still havent do my flowchart where 2moro he wants to see it.. i think late nite for me.. yeay!!! alas can sleep late again... heheheheh...
oklah donno wat to type oredi... ok take care all... til then... DONT FORGET TO MISS ME...
wah!!! long time oredi never update blog in the lab.. heheh so here i am in html or internet computing lab the lesson not yet begin so can update for a while.. hehehe..
sori for not updating for the past few days.. very tired... sleep early.. chat for a while n then sleep.. no more late nite... but i juz wondering y every season of amazing race there's gonna be gay couple! eeeeyyyeerrr!!!
but then again amber or ember or eymber(watever the spelling is) is becoming more n more sweeter... awww...!!~~ but it's ok... she oredi got rob by her side.. *sob sob*
i donno y now ive been thinking i rather spend time alone than wif my frens when there will be laffter n all.. i do still hang out wif them.. but my mind was never wif them.. im always thinking.. abt wat?? i also donno...
i cant think of anything dat is bothering me.. so juz gonna live wif it... so if i act differently for the pass few days im sori.. dont mean to make u all worry..
ok better concentrate now.. bye bye... take care for now.. btw lemony snicket series of unfortunate events is now showing so.. sape nak blanja juz call/msg/tag me on my tagboard aite??
1st thing 1st.. the topic... u muz be wondering why the hell is skipping the topic.. so here goes.. once u enter POLYTECHNIC u will learn how to skip.. but never get healthy... coz is not rope skipping it's class skipping!! hehehe...
skip my HTML lecture n my MP lecture... so total of 3 hrs of lecture i skipped.. y?? to accompany a'az who's alone... so chatted n then dan came n open the club room.. the club room have changed!!!! but i like the old one more!! argh!!! but like dis looks more spacious... n then had a little nap in the clubroom... n then the usual slacking session...
then a'az need to report in at 5 pm so ard 4.50pm she left the club room.. bcoz i have notink to do dont want to disturb dan,mardia n shasha doing their werk in the club room... i make a move to lavender to look for shasha's bday prezzie... got to the shop but then again he say cannot!! argh!!!
n then from lavender walk all the way to bugis and heading to bugis village... during the walk say marina yusoff.. she's damn B E A U tiful altho she's married... n then saw my former sec sch mate... she shout my name out loud... so paisey!!! but funnyy thing happen while she's looking at me she banged the person infront of her.. hehehehe i laff sia... n then reached bugis village for hunting... ok none caught my eyes...
decide to continue hunting at bugis junction at "the edge"... n then say sometink nice.. so bought for shasha!! woohoo... mission complete!~ but then again it was too early for me to go home.. so i decided to catch a movie all by myself.. i watched "closer".. natalie portman, jude law, julia roberts n donno-who-but-the-character-named-larry... the story line was really great n it was funny too... luckily dis jude law movie i didnt fell asleep.. coz the previous jude law movie(alfie) i fell asleep...
so decided to go home after the movie n decide to walk back to lavender to take 107 coz it's nearer.. but.. i fell asleep in the bus... n the missed my stop so decided to drop at the interchange n take another bus home....
till here until then take care....